yesterday meet dap and jolynn at bedok inter i wait for them for 30min , hahas is use to it with them already so i wont mind but very boring while waiting for them , and jolynn come behide me and scared me omg i got shock so noob sia me . er then meet up with eric then call malaysia , then malaysia ask we go down st james and we all headed home change and bath then meet up at jolynn house then we all cab down to st james meet up with malaysia , he is just come out anyway god bless you , er then slack slack at those relax place at st james they open four voka , they pour alot of voka and the mixture only abit , i drink half cup le , then malaysia ask me just drink all then just drink all finish , i am still not drunk yet , then i drink somemore i going to drunk le , but i keep it still yet , then talk with malaysia about something , that your choice i cant be the one who choosing for your way . er i become more and more drunk i talking very loudly out of sudden , cf and my darling already stone le , i am sorry cf jolynn darling i never care about you all , i am just talking happily , maybe i am drunk , maybe i been rude to my darling i cant remember what the topic le , but i know i talking very loudly , hope you understand . hahas then all very tired le , me and cf when off first , sorry jolynn and darling i did not company you all to gelyang cause i am damm tired , haha next time then go gelyang again ba . cab home then driver drive very fast sia , then reach my house not enough money then go press , while paying money i wanna vomit le , then fast take the change and fast get off the cab and vomit , all water sia , finally i vomit it out , then fucking blurr vision then slowly walk upstair take lift finally home sweet home ! end here .

i dont mind to waiting for you , as long as i have a heart to wait i will ,i cant predict what is the future i will be , but i will try my best to prove to you i am still waiting , maybe your love cant return back to me anymore , but i just wanna you to understand i am still waiting and loving you , my love have not even decrease , but increase , hope you are well whenever you are you are doing , lastly i just want you dont delete those happy day you with me , just keep it in your heart , every couple have happy day , i hope you and me have it in our heart , dont forget i told you before , SMILE is my answer , i have smile everyday for your return :) . i love you .